every time I see a video or gif of Kylo Ren in his mask all I can think of is that interview with Adam Driver and Oscar Isaac where Oscar says that their first day on set was Poe’s interrogation scene and Adam didn’t take the mask off in between takes and would lean in and be like “don’t worry I’m under here it’s me” and my heart fills with so much love
listen i’m not one to add to posts but adam driver went to high school in my town and according to the local newspaper in this picture he’s arguing w/ the lunch lady bc the mayonnaise packet costs an extra 50 cents. kylo ren turned to the dark side bc condiments cost too much money.
Allow me to throw my two cents into the mockery of Adam Driver’s looks.
Just don’t. Make fun of Kylo Ren’s asshattery all you want, but leave Driver’s looks out of it. He seems like a thoughtful, awkward guy who has expressed hating seeing or hearing himself in interviews and his performances. He’s a former Marine. He runs a non-profit organization. He did a great job acting wise with Kylo.
“I’m like a sight gag, I have this really big face…I don’t totally get it. I mean, when I read for Girls
(2012) I was, like, the script says ‘Handsome Carpenter,’ so someone
else is going to get the part. They’ll have someone handsome, not me. I
mean, I’m not in any danger of getting leading-man parts”- Adam Driver
Adam felt like a waist of space for the longest time, he felt like he wasn’t doing something ‘honorable’ with his life and that’s why he joined the marines, because he didn’t get into Juilliard. For him, is a blessing to get parts.
He has talked about how insecure he is, because yes, he is self-conscious thanks to the way people react to his physics.
Also a super awkward person. He is shy and doesn’t like to do much press, he gets nervous on interviews and doesn’t like red carpets.
Rey in her series of flash backs sees many things, Kylo Ren and a sort of squad (knights of ren?) surrounded by multiple dead bodies. We see Luke place his hand on R2-D2 and then we also see Rey being left behind on Jakku and a ship leaving her with the guy she gets her rations from (forgive me i don’t know his name)
so going off the assumption that Rey was with all the other Jedi Trainees and yet she was spared from it.
which means someone got her out
i think we have 3 options when it comes to who left her on Jakku, her mother, luke, or Kylo Ren
While there’s no evidence for it being her mother, there’s no evidence against it either.
so that leaves us with Luke and Kylo Ren
My problem with it being Luke IS luke wouldn’t abandon his last student and hope for the Jedi on a junkyard planet, left to all but starve. and at the end of the movie, luke seems surprised to see Rey, and the movie took a more hopeful turn when we saw that Luke let himself be found (he could’ve sensed her and hidden) because there was another student, ALSO and i think this is very important. Luke hated where he grew up, he wanted nothing more than to leave it, so he would not abandon a student (especially if it was his child) in a place so similar.
(also family was important to Luke, he would’ve left his child with his sister)
AND FINALLY Rey is left with the junkyard guy (sorry) someone who clearly didn’t care for Rey or her health or safety, luke again would not leave his student (or child) in the hands of someone who clearly gave no reason to trust them
SOOOOOOOOO THIS BRINGS ME TO WHO I REALLY THINK IT IS.
Kylo Ren was a student, Luke’s student who failed to kill just
ONE
of the Jedi
why Rey survived would have to be debated as well
My theories
- If we are going on the belief that Rey is Luke’s daughter, Kylo Ren could’ve spared her because she was Luke’s daughter, and he knew it would bring him pain if he kept her hidden
- again, on the assumption Rey is luke’s daughter, that would make Kylo Ren and Rey family, and he could’ve been unable to kill his younger cousin
- it is possible that while Kylo Ren was training, something happened that made him feel responsible for her, maybe (and not in a creepy way) he loved her and wanted to protect her (it’s not impossible that Kylo had friends/ people he loved)
- Rey is powerful, Kylo Ren may of known this, and therefore kept her on Jakku, not wanting to waste the power, but keep it hidden until he could use it to his advantage
I personally would like to believe that Kylo Ren and Rey were friends (almost a mentoring relationship- like when a 5th grader mentors a kindergartener) and that he did not wish for any harm to come to her and therefore he kept her on Jakku.
Now let’s think, the junk collector guy who Rey was left with. He is easily bought? Yes
Someone probably convinced him to hold on to Rey when they left. But we knew he is easily bought, so what was he paid. Let us think.
First we knew that as time goes by what Rey brings to him gets her less rations, so whoever paid the man to hold on to her, clearly didn’t pay enough for it to last until her older age. (her welcome is being worn off)
Let’s think of what he has, The Millennium Falcon?????
now we all know who the Falcon belongs to, Han Solo. But we also know who Han Solo is and who he has fathered.
When Rey and Finn leave during the attack on Jakku, they take the Falcon and the junk guy scream “That’s my ship!”
But it’s not, but perhaps he thinks he truly has claim over it because it was traded in exchange for a favor. The Millennium Falcon, for watching over Rey?
Now we have to keep in mind that Ben Solo (Kylo Ren) would probably not be a stranger to the Falcon, and perhaps Rey even helped him fly it at a young age when he came to Jakku.
(now i know there was a list of people who supposedly had the falcon, but i still believe it could’ve ended up in Ben Solo’s hands, it certainly ended up in Rey’s)
So I believe that in exchange for watching over (or just holding Rey back) Kylo Ren gave the junk guy (i need a name) the Millennium Falcon.
more evidence of it being Kylo Ren who left her on Jakku is similar to my other post “What Girl?”
but think about it, Kylo Ren was very distressed when he heard that not only had Finn gotten away with the BB-8, but they escaped with a girl on the Millennium Falcon.
ALSOOOO Kylo Ren never tries to kill Rey,
he could easily kill her, but he never does
(he slams her against the tree, but I believe it is to get her out of the way so he can deal with Finn)
but he never really tries to kill her or harm her beyond that.
He even offers to show her the ways of the force THE FORCE, NOT THE DARK SIDE.
He says she needs a teacher, a mentor, which would go along with the idea that he felt like a mentor/ responsible for her.
He even shows his face to her because he wants her to see him for who he is, and not be scared and think he is a creature trying to hunt her. He does it without being asked. He reveals himself entirely by his choice.
for a girl who had been left on Jakku, as alone as he felt inside.
Absolutely do not think about Han Solo being so excited to be a dad
Don’t think about Han holding Ben for the first time and Ben grabbing onto his fingers
Don’t think about him carrying Ben everywhere and showing him off to his friends
Don’t think about them play fighting or Han reading him a bedtime story or Han giving him to Chewie if Ben was upset so Chewie could hug him and make him feel better
Don’t think about Han being upset when they sent Ben away to Luke because he missed his son
Don’t think about Han taking it harder than Leia when he became Kylo Ren