Oh Jesus no. Starting one antidepressant is already playing with fire, I can’t even imagine the shitstorm 4 antidepressants would bring upon me. I think at that point my brain would just turn to dust or I would have the human equivalent of the Windows Blue Screen of Death, whatever that would be.

I’m currently on Effexor, which worked fine until the stress of the semester picked up, and it was like it just stopped working. Effexor aint shit against stress. So the appointment was to see if I’d gotten any better and haha no I did not. I think I might have scared the doctor with how bad it’s gotten. 

So I’m in the process of switching to Cymbalta. On top of that Xanax to manage anxiety and put me to sleep. And then medical grade topical antibiotics for my acne because I’m a stressed piece of shit and stress makes my face break out and I look disgusting and it’s made even worse because I have acne excoriee