its funny how zak bagans is like “i never used to believe in ghosts until i came face to face with one” like are you sure about that, emo boy? are you sure that you, zak bagans who never dresses in anything other than black, didn’t believe in ghosts? zak bagans, who has s fuckng dungeon in his husose,,,,

I’m home for the holidays and my room is covered in music memorabilia and basically I’m having flashbacks to my mod/ska days kill me

WAIT I’m not done being sad about Chester Bennington. As absolutely cringy it is to say, Linkin Park’s music got me through some real dark stuff. And I’m not talking about “edgy emo teenage” stuff, I’m talking about having depression as a 7 year old. I’m talking about living out of a truck at age 8 and hearing Behind Blue Eyes on the radio and crying and you’re too young to really know why. I’m taking about being 9 years old and never seeing your dad because he has to work 12s to keep food on the table so you sit alone in your room with Meteora on a loop. Their music was like a vent of sorts when I had no one else to go to. My peers didn’t know my struggles, I was scared to be open about it with adults. Music, and their music as well, was like a hand out from the darkness that was like “hey it’s okay, you’re not the only one”

Okay now I’m done.

my favorite thing is that when kylo is first introduced on jakku they play some of the most sinister sounding music I’ve ever heard from SW and he,s just,, a fuckin emo

All my roommates are out partying and none of my friends want to hang out lol time to listen to emo music and lay in bed for 6 hours