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I just wanna put a bullet in my brain
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#sorry #suicide twAnonymous asked:
For real I HATE those posts that are like “every note this post gets I’ll stay alive for 1 minute longer” it’s so fucking manipulative and guilt trippy. Oh but of course YOU’RE the asshole if you say something about it. It’s manipulative and gross.
I just report them for threatening suicide at which point tumblr will spam their email with like suicide hotlines and stuff. Like not to sound heartless but I’ve been there and done that and notes aren’t gonna do shit for you if you’re already in that state of mind to kill yourself. Don’t put your suicide in the hands of random strangers on the internet and actually get help.
not to be like a decade late to a topic but people were literally feeling suicidal after the movie avatar came out (the blue ppl one)????? Because they were never gonna like, what? go to pandora?? Get to fuck the aliens??? like was that a real thing?
I got Linkin Park’s album One More Light on vinyl for Christmas and I may or may not be sobbing like a big fucking baby listening to it right now and fuck okay.
One More Light is a farewell album. Whether they realized it at the time or not. It’s written like one, the lyric book is written like one, it’s sang like one.
Their sound here is just fundamentally older and wiser. It’s weary and tired. It sounds like the last rays of sunlight just before the sun sets on the last day of summer. It’s looking back at all the good times you had one last time before closing the door and moving on. It’s letting go and finding forgiveness.
I’m almost definitely reading too much into this but I’m a sad and tired 2000s emo kid who aged the same way their music did over the years. Through anger and angst and grief. And this album felt like finding peace. This album felt like finally finding peace after years of pain and angst. This album felt like goodbye.
I cannot listen to this song anymore with out crying like a huge fucking baby because of Chester’s singing
Getting this as a tattoo because my mommy wanted me to have one 🥺🥺🥺
I also wanna get the quote "peace will win, fear will lose" tattooed on me at some point
I also just want to have sleeves to cover my self harm scars from years ago
YES I know peace will win and fear will lose is from a 21p song but as someone whose tried to kill themselves twice in car accidents I think I’m allowed to be emotional about Car Radio
self care is being drunk as fuck in your friends car and sobbing while yelling the lyrics to Hey There Delilah while your friend tiredly tries to get your address out of you so he can drive you home
*chanting like a mantra* I am an adult who studies physics i am an adult who studies physics i am an adult who studies physics i am an adult who studies physics
Sometimes tumblr recommends posts to me from the dregs of whatever they think I might be interested in and boy let me tell you I sure am but not in the way they want
Here’s a funny picture of a squirrel getting at my bird feeder (feeder has since been replaced)
"Sorry sunshine"
Wow fucking IMAGINE if American politicians handled bullshit anti science believers that swiftly
I love that he didn’t bother pointing to the nearest scientist. He just, correctly, wrote the guy off as a fool talking nonsense.
Sit down, shut up, the adults are talking.
“Sorry, sunshine. Wrong place.”
Sorry, I’m the last anon that asked your opinion on climate change. I’m having my masters degree in environmental sciences in an Eastern European country (don’t want to reveal any more details publicly, sorry) and the info I was given comes from actual proffessors here. This was told to us by a meteorologist who teaches sustainable agriculture and gave us a lecture about the cyclic nature of climate change, to be specific.
I’m not saying climate change does not exist btw! I’m just very confused at the moment, because it seems like there are two polar opposite opinions coming from various proffessors here and I don’t know what to think lol. I do realize that business is a huge factor and companies are interested in getting the public to be on their side, but I just want to know what is actually happening. With no bullshit.
These were some of the graphs that was shown to us.
This is not my opinion, to be clear! I just want to know enough to form my own opinion on this and atm I feel like my brain is being pulled in two different directions lol.
The last picture I think is just.. Not true?
This is straight from the Global Carbon Project
Plus sunspots have nothing to do with climate change. Sunspots are caused by the magnetic field of the sun becoming ‘twisted’ as the sun is gaseous and the poles rotate at a different speed than the equator and occur in 11 year cycles. Sunspots, much like the distance of the sun to the Earth, have no impact on climate. (for example, the Earth is closest to the sun during winter in the NH, but has no effect because of Earth’s atmosphere).
Also, the first graph is a bit hard to read but it just seems to follow mass extinction events and the climate change due to them? Mass extinction events being caused by horrible things like, yknow, asteroid impacts, supervolcano eruptions, and then look at the spike happening currently. You know what hasn’t happened in a minute? A massive asteroid impact or supervolcano eruption. So what could have caused it? ((humans)).
(The sources from my first post is from realclimate.org)
