Anonymous asked:
the driving-into-traffic anon reminded me: I kinda used to do the same thing in college but I didn’t have a car so I’d go to the top of this one building (unofficially known for engineer suicides, 12 storied with outdoor stairwells so you know) and just like. sit up there and think ig? anyway one day I was absently watching the guys that maintain the landscaping doing stuff and it sorta dawned on me that that’s probably who would find me. and how that would be for them and then who would peel me off the sidewalk who would take me to a morgue who would have to identify my body and I just. idk it really sat with me, it still does.
this pain will have its place, I hope it eases soon
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