I’m back in college, I’m learning a new language, I’m writing again, I’m back in rehab. Ever since I got diagnosed and medicated for ADHD, life has just been so much easier and it makes me wanna cry sometimes. I really thought the struggle before meds was just how Life worked and that it was always gonna be hard. But now that it’s not, and because I’m so used to putting 200% into my work just to keep up, I’m killing it now. I feel like I’m finally on an even playing field.
And I’m upset. I’m upset that I threw away my entire adult life up until age 25 to mental illness and addiction. I didn’t deserve that. I deserve better for myself. I deserve to be happy and god damn it I’m finally working on getting there
