So small update: I’ve been in the hospital and unable to do much of anything. They don’t know what’s wrong with me and I’ve seen at least 3 specialists .
I have to pay rent and buy gas and I can’t because I’m stuck here and no one seems to know what’s wrong with me and if I can’t pay the bills, I won’t have a place to go home to and idk what else to say
Im freaking out. I’m scared. I’m stuck alone in a hospital for hours at a time. No one will give me a solid answer. And the longer I stay here the worse all of my real world problems get and I’m just rambling now but I don’t know what to do
So I’m back from the hospital and mostly back into my right mind. I don’t know if I’ll ever be “normal” again or if the Benadryl did permanent damage. I have a family history of schizophrenia and the drs were pretty sure that I had ‘triggered’ mine but the symptoms eventually settled down so. I have more drs appointments today but as of right now I am officially Not schizophrenic
Also the Benadry ruined my eyesight in a matter of days. Like, I have to use readers now. I fucking need bifocals. I can’t see shit and idk if I’ll ever get it back
