I found a local cleaning service that for fucking real cleaned my WHOLE depression nest of an apartment for 3 hours for NINETEEN DOLLARS. I’m beyond words. I feel like I won the lottery. Everything has just been so shitty and I’m still weak from being in the hospital and I’m nearly in tears with gratitude. I booked an appointment online and the next day the nicest lady I’ve ever met shows up at my door with a box of trash bags and a vacuum. No questions asked. She’s been cleaning for 10 years and is not grossed out by the amount of trash under my bed. She swept, vacuumed, dusted, and organized EVERYTHING. SHE ASKED IF SHE COULD DO MY LAUNDRY. I’m just so fucking floored you have no idea. She didn’t even STEAL anything.