I was telling my doctors every time they upped my antidepressants that I would go manic and do reckless dumb shit and it took a suicide attempt via car accident due to my mania for the doctors to be like “maybe this bitch bipolar”
Like I had 3 PhD psychiatrists on my ‘team’ and I was fucking telling them every other appointment that I was experiencing mania and they were like “huh that’s weird. Probably not bipolar tho”
