Day 3 of having cramps that are a 9-10 on the pain scale. I am slowly losing my sanity. I keep throwing up, I’m really weak, I can barely keep up with conversations anymore because I’m in a weird kinda fugue state from the pain and I can barely get out of bed :(
I’m really hungry but I don’t have much money, a few bucks, and I really don’t wanna waste them on food if I’m not gonna be able to even keep it down
Considering laying in the bathtub again with all my pillows and blankets so I can be closer to the toilet
The bf is at work with the truck so I don’t have a vehicle and my parents are 3rd shift and… I might have to get an Uber to the UC/ER? Which I cannot afford but I SUPER can’t afford an ambulance ride so idk











