Advice anon, my mother told me that she wished I was never born. I always thought that that was just bullshit people said In movies but hearing it from my mother just hurt in so many more ways. How do I process this? I'm sorry this is really heavy and probably an uneccesary burden on you

(cont. from the TW SUICDE message) you're absolutely right, it really does. Hell, he encouraged me to pursue it cuz he felt the same way (funnily enough, you're his age). But now he's gone... oh well. Thank you for your kind words, dude. I used to feel the way you do, and maybe I can be on the way to being in awe of the vastness of everything once again. All I can hope is to fall in love with a subject I had dedicated myself to again... thanks for your attention, I'll leave ya alone now~!